I’m not ready for this

Chance favors the prepared mind. -Louis Pasteur

I feel like I’ve been preparing for this all my life. Books I’ve read. Conversations I’ve had. Moments of struggle and self-reflection. It’s all been leading me to this place—the place of surrender.

Quieting my mind and stilling my emotions to put words on paper is a challenge.

I am overwhelmed by the calling I feel on my life. What if I’m wrong and misunderstood the message? What if I’m supposed to follow a different path? Or go at a different pace?

I’ll be honest, I’m not ready for this. But I know I’ll grow into it if I keep going. So I’ll blog anyway, even if today’s post pales in comparison to future my writing. I have to start somewhere.

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